you think this is easy?
ugh, this is the tough part--too many people reading this blog so i feel constricted in what i can discuss. ugh.

so, goddamnit, i think about you. and i hate it.

it's not easy for me. it's not easy to lie in bed alone each night. it's not easy to admit that i get lonely every now and then. it's not easy to think about all the good times we had. it's not easy to drink cold coffee mixed with rain and teardrops.

i really hate all this sentimental crap, but i can't help it. too much drinking for a monday night. i love my friends!