what is there to say?

trying to be patient and loving and giving as best i can. trying to make myself happy for a change. trying to keep busy but still have time for myself. trying to occupy my time (short-term and longer-term) into manageable bits so as to not be engulfed by too much wallowing time. trying to tell myself good things, such as "still got my health," "still doing what i love," "still got great friends all over the country who care about me," "still living rent-free," and of course "still got nice legs." also: "24 is still really young" (that one's direct from laurie's mouth). must keep repeating that last one especially to stay sane.

etc. etc.